I am an icon whore. </3

Today was our very first ball. I didn't go because... Well, my brother was going. And you know how I despise behind anywhere around him. Other than that, I sang for EverGreen Idol today! ^^ And I think at one part, I sounded like Ariel from The Little Mermaid. :P Meh. What song did I sing? I sang 'Part of Your World'. xPP;; Heh. Well... that's all for today I guess. :/

._. ::points to the picceh below:: I don't really like Majora's Mask, but Kafei is so cool! XO I wish I had seen 'Older Kafei'. ;_; But I only saw a little bit of Older Kafei in the manga, but they never got his face. >.<

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Ahem.... o_o;;;;;; so I was sleeping over at my cousin's house. And I had a hard time sleeping... Because Nathan kept letting the demons out (>_<;;; Grr...) My brother was sleep-talking, and was it me, or did he say, "PUT IT IN THE FRIDGE!" in his sleep. o.o;; Then my sister started snoring. At first, I didn't know what it was, because it sounded like a dolphin squeak. o_O;;; wtf? So I had to wear Nathan's headphones in order to sleep... and it's not comfortable. --;;

THEN I KEPT HEARING A BEEP SOUND. OHMYLORD, GAH!!!! It kept going *beepbeepbeepbeep* =.=;;; Then I had to turn on Nathan's mp3 player to keep the noise away from me. What was the song? "Right Where You Want Me" by Jesse McCartney. xD

AND I FINALLY FELL ASLEEP. But that's not the weird part... the weird part was...that I had a dream... and that dream was...

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I made out with Leon. o________o;;;;;;;;;; Da end.

C'mon GanonDORK. Bring it on!

 One of my first made icons. x] No takey! Unless I know you very well and trust you enough. >.>

Game Progress: Disc Two [FF9], Deku Tree [LoZ: OoT]

Games Pending: Final Fantasy VII [Disc Two]

I've been addicted to Zelda lately. And I've also been playing Final Fantasy IX. Niki let me borrow on Monday, and already in two days, I'm on disc two. xDD Whoo! Disc one was really short though... =/ Oh well.

Monday - 11/27/06: I hate my brother... I fucking hate him. You know? I don't care what people think, even if he is a family member, I still hate him. Fuck, he's as worst as the rest of my family! No, wait, I'm wrong. He's worst than all of them combined. Ugh... I overheard him and my mom fighting, and... ugh, it just made me wanna fucking stab myself. But I didn't. Because that would be a foolish move. He's always the one blaming people, he's the one who gets into more trouble, he's the one who believes in labels (I fucking hate those.), he's... UGH. ASASHFASJHVFAUFCIYASBFCBOABUIBTFOAWBUFDADNFCANLCGZJYHHBYAFVdECU BASJKYBDFYCYJTBFICTBCNYBNPABTBR.
No words can express how much I hate him. I was in such a good mood today too... I was coloring manga scans, and combining pictures too. And I was actually happy about it. Ugh... I want to run away from home...

Tuesday - 11/28/06: I don't care what anyone says; I hate my brother. That's two days in a row now. And guess what? It's that time of the month! God... He... makes me... so mad. I want to hurt myself in some way... Sometimes, the more I hurt myself, the better I feel. And message to mom; Fuck you. You say that my friends don't care, well guess what? I don't give a flying fuck. You, Alexus and the rest of the family make me feel bad. How was saying my friends don't care helpful? It's not. You're the one that doesn't care. All you ever do is yell at me out of the blue. And why do I tell my friends personal/family stuff? It's a free country. You can't keep me in forever. One day you're gonna have to let me go. And I know you won't be there, and I'll be glad. Because I totally despise you. Besides, they're the only ones I can turn to when you guys are the ones that make me miserable. So, mom, tell me, who're the ones that actually care?

Wednesday - 11/29/06: I... can't remember. All I remember is that I was full of hate.

Thursday - 11/30/06: Half day tomorrow! And I made it into EverGreen Idol! Somewhat...

Friday - 12/01/06: Today was a half day. ._. I'm bored, I've got nothing to do, and this week has been full of anger for me. Maybe it's because I'm on my 'Time of the Month'. >.>

Photoshop is fun fun fun! ^-^ It took me two frickin` hours to make a RikuxKairi pic though. T_T; I had to cut Sora out, then I had to erase some other things (I.E. Sora's frickin` foot xDD) then I had to color the eyes and hair in and blah blah blah OHLORD. T_T;; But I had fun, nonetheless. ^^ This is what happens when you got no internet, and you're bored out of your mind, and your siblings hoggin` up the Nintendo 64. >.>

Edit: 12/02/06: Reiny is in love! And this time... it's another guy. xD Who's also older than me by... two years! I've known him for... I believe three years now? We're always in random chatrooms with eachother, and he's a really sweet guy too... I wanna ask him out, but I'm scared of what he'll say since... he just got out of a relationship with another girl too...

God, I love him so much. >///< What to do!?

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My Yahoo broke!

Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah, ::emo emo emo, angst, cut cut, cry:: whyyyyyyyy!?

P.S. Meh newest sites...

http://xanga.com/x41_itoshiixhito - Malon
http://xanga.com/cidxhighwind - Cid

Late?

 XD Wheeeee!

Happy late Turkey day...

Anyways, today is my sister's 11th birthday. Wonderful... just, great.

I also have nothing to write these days... And to be honest, I don't feel like going on the computer as much as I did anymore. There really isn't anything to do... I would RP, but it seems like certain people killed it.

Oh yeah! I finally got a date with Tifa on FF7! x]]]] Too cute! Too cute! Too cute! ::huggles both Cloud and Tifa:: Squeeeee! These two are a match in heaven! x33

I think I'll make another RP site.

Edit: Zack/Sephiroth/Aerith = OT3 <3 I love that threesome. Even though I don't really like Sephy, but he can come in handy sometimes. x3 Hmm, maybe I should write down what I support and what I don't support. o.o;

Supports:
CloudxTifa - Childhood friends are love!
CloudxZack - Ayame got me into it. --;; Damn her!! Oh well... Zack needs love! And besides, it's really cute once you think about it.
CloudxLeon - XD Self-explanitory.
SephxAerith - I'm going to hell, aren't I? >>; I dunno how I got hooked into it... so don't ask.
ZackxAerith - OTP! <3
RenoxRude - It's okay I guess. It's just funny? XD
VincentxYuffie - They're both opposites, they're both secret characters from FF7, they're both awesome... yeah. XD
ReevexShalua - .... >.>;;
ShaluaxVincent - ::snickers::
TifaxAerith - I'm such a lesbian. XD
TifaxYuffie - Hehe.
CidxVincent - Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
RudexAerith - XDDD I'm going to hell! LALALALALA!
RudexElena - .....
AerithxTseng - >.>
DenzelxMarlene - Awwwww!!!
IfalnaxGast - Cute!

Doesn't Support:
CloudxAerith - It makes me mad for some reason...
CloudxSeph - x__________x;;; It's just wrong.
CloudxReno - NO NO NO NO NO!!! XOOOO
CloudxRufus - Wtf? x.x
CloudxVincent - Eh....
RenoxTseng - O_O;;;
RenoxElena - =_=;;; Hate!
VincentxSeph - Uhh...
TsengxRufus - Awkward....

Okay Pairings:
RenoxAerith - It's okay... I don't hate it, or love it, or like it. Just... no comment.
RenoxYuffie - Same as the above.
RenoxRufus - Don't really care.
CloudxYuffie: Hmm...
CloudxDenzel
VincentxLucrecia - ._.
LucreciaxHojo - ._.;;
TsengxElena - I just don't like the lemons of them. XD

OT3s:
Zack/Seph/Aerith
Cloud/Barett/Tifa

The OT3s I don't believe in:
Zack/Cloud/Aerith
Zack/Cloud/Seph
Zack/Tifa/Cloud
Zack/Tifa/Seph
Reno/Elena/Rude
Rufus/Elena/Tseng